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HAPPY BIRTHDAY [livejournal.com profile] sammage_art! [livejournal.com profile] sammage_art  and I love you, we wrote you porn. [livejournal.com profile] kirax2  wishes to reserve the right to change the title if we come up with something that doesn't make her cringe at my silliness.
 
 
When Tim wakes up, he's not sure where he is. His head is throbbing just slightly, but it isn't really pain... something is muffling the divide between his senses and perception, and everything seems to thrum with his heartbeat.

There is a scent in the air – some kind of perfume or incense. In theory, if he concentrates, he should be able to determine what he's smelling - Bruce has trained him to identify the components of various perfumes and colognes for investigative purposes - but in reality... well, it just smells *good*. Heady and rich, and slightly exotic. He breathes deeply, feeling his chest rise and fall.

Tim's eyes are open. He stares up at the high white ceiling overhead. It seems familiar somehow, but his brain is failing to make connections the way it should. He's obviously drugged.

He tries to diagnose himself by his symptoms, but he doesn't get much further than “I feel funny” before he's rubbing his legs aimlessly against the silk sheets and not thinking of much except for how good it feels. Oh. His legs must be bare. He looks down his body, raising his head minutely off the pillow before letting it fall. He's under a sheet, but he can feel the silk *everywhere*, so he doesn't think he's wearing much underneath. He closes his eyes.

“I trust you've had a pleasant rest?” someone says, and Tim frowns a little. He knows that voice, but –

He could open his eyes. If he opened his eyes he could see who was speaking to him.

“You look very comfortable, Detective. I'm pleased you've taken so well to my hospitality.”

Detective. Detec...tive. Tim opens his eyes. Ra's al Ghul. He can't decide if he's surprised or not.

The room is...where is he? He doesn't think he's been here before, but something about it is familiar. What's the last thing he can remember? That's the place to start – if he can just...

He can't remember what the last thing he can remember is. That should probably be more distressing than it currently is.

His proprioception is as muddled as the rest of his senses; he feels a little like he's floating, like his limbs are higher than his head. The sensation becomes more pronounced and he suddenly feels like he's slipping, spinning in the direction of his left hip. When he opens his eyes, he hasn't moved, but Ra's is siting beside him on the bed, the soft mattress dented slightly under his weight. Tim blinks at him sleepily and watches with detached interest as one large brown hand, long-fingered and finely manicured, brushes a strand of hair back from his eyes.

The touch feels cool against his brow, the brush of his own hair like the tickle of feathers. Tim breathes deep and his head spins with the scent of the incense. He turns his face against the cool pillow and brings his hand up to bat at the one now caressing his cheek.

His hand... doesn't respond quite as he'd expected it to. There is a clinking sound, and he cranes his neck back. Oh. He's restrained. His hands are fastened to the headboard with tight loops of flexible metal cable. He...He should be *upset* about this. He really should. He's - the cable is cool. It feels like a snake, flexible, strong, cool to the touch, smooth overall but just rough enough to catch on his skin when he turns his wrists. 

"While I don't doubt your ability to extricate yourself, given enough time, I doubt you are currently possessed of the will to cause yourself the pain that would be necessary." Tim blinks and relaxes his neck. Ra's is leaning over him, his fingers resting on Tim's cheek and his thumb pressing lightly on Tim's chin.

Tim lets his mouth fall open, but his tongue feels heavy, and he can't think of anything to say. He doesn't think Ra's would answer the obvious questions, and Tim is not sure he'd want the answers if he did. The thumb strokes across Tim's bottom lip, and it's like he can feel every whorl and line of texture on the pad of it.  He lets the thumb press inside, smooth against his tongue and with a flavor of salt and spice. The thumb slides away and it takes a moment before he remembers to close his mouth.

A soft, deep chuckle rolls over him and he licks his lips, blinking.  "Are you wondering why you're here, Detective?  Or are your faculties so impaired that you can't even do that?  I must confess," the larger hand is back, pressing lightly into the center of his chest, "I had not expected you to be quite so...susceptible.  Surely your mentor has trained you to resist the effects of such..."  Tim finds himself arching slightly into the touch, and Ra's stops.  "Apparently not," he murmurs a moment later.  "Sometimes I forget that you...and he...have had but one lifetime."  His lips curve cruelly.  "This will serve my purpose just as well, however.  Perhaps even better."

The words are...words.  Tim understands them individually, but together they are hardly more than noise, almost a like song in his ears.  Eventually some of the meaning filters in, and he bites his tongue, trying to find clarity within the sharpness.  The burst of pain shivers through his mind.  For a brief moment the clouds thin.  "Why *am* I here?" he says, struggling to hold on to the thoughts as the fog gathers again.

"I warned you," says the man, says *Ra's* his mind tries to remind him, "I did tell you that there would be consequences.  Punishment."

"I stopped you," the words are slurred but smug.  "I stopped you."

"You did," acknowledges Ra's, his eyes narrowing.  "You are a worthy heir to your mentor.  But how will you stop me now?"  His lips turn up again.  "Do you even *wish* to?"  The hand on him becomes teasing, skirting a nipple, tracing down a thigh, and some part of Tim wonders exactly how much time Ra's has had to refine his sexual technique.  He follows the hand with his eyes, and is mildly surprised to note that he's erect beneath the sheet.

"Stop?"  His brain has slowed again, sluggish and uncooperative, and Tim tries to remember how to clear away the mist, but it really seems like too much trouble, and besides, why would he *want* to?  He feels so good, so relaxed and warm and...and *good*.  He can't remember the last time he felt this good.

"Yes, Detective.  Did you want me to stop?"  The voice is smooth, wrapping around him like a physical thing.  He hums, leaning into the voice, the touch, which lingers on his thighs before pulling away.  Tim feels his hips jerk as it does so. 

"I want..." He shakes his head hard, searching for lucidity.  "I want..."

"Yes, Detective?"

Tim growls and bites the inside of his cheek.  "I will get free, Ra's."

"I have no doubt of it," says Ra's thoughtfully.  "But not...just...yet.  Do you know where we are?"  He pauses, and goes on when Tim doesn't speak, "We are on the sixteenth floor of Wayne Tower.  At this very moment, your brother is thirty floors above us, enjoying the fruits of your accomplishments."  Leaning down, his face close to Tim's, he says, "It would not be difficult to...contact him.  Surely he would rush to aid you, his little brother.  I wonder," and the voice is light, but the eyes burn down at him, "if he would be any less susceptible than you, young Detective."

The words penetrate Tim's consciousness at last, and belatedly he begins to struggle against his bonds. No wonder the layout of the room seemed so familiar.  "Leave him out of this," he says breathlessly.  "This is between you and me, Ra's."

Something like triumph flashes in the old man's eyes.  "Yes," he says.  "It is between us.  You tried to take something from me.  And now I will take something...from you."  The hands firm on his skin, drawing a gasp from him.  "But you can stop this at any moment, Timothy.  You have but to say the word, and I will leave you here. I'll even call your brother on the way out - give you over into his hands instead."  Tim moans, unable to stop himself as Ra's strokes down his skin, leaving trails of singing sensation in his wake.  "Come now, wouldn't you rather have his hands on you than mine?"

Dick.  Dick.  God, anything to keep Dick from seeing him like this, seeing him helpless and desperate and vulnerable.  Because Tim *knows* that in this state, even the sight of Dick will make him beg, make him plead for Dick to touch him.

And Dick *won't*.  He'll try to stop it, he'll look for a cure or, god-forbid, call for *help*. 

Tim groans.

"What is the matter, Detective?"  The word has the lightest bite of mockery to it.  His hands have not stopped once in their stroking, a complicated pattern across Tim's skin that leaves him shaking and wanting.  "What do you have to lose?  Ask me to stop, and I shall."

"S-" Quick as a snake striking, one of those wicked hands pinches his nipple, making Tim cry out.  He gathers his willpower to try again.  "S..."  He can't say it. His skin is thrumming like he's been electrocuted. The hand on his skin feels like a brand, smoothing over his flushed chest, down the ridges of his stomach to toy at the sparse hair around his navel. He gasps and twists, but he's not sure if he's trying to get away from the touch, or to guide it lower.

His erection is making a very embarrassing tent out of the sheet, obvious and obscene in the dim light. With every shaking breath, every hitching movement of his hips, the head of his penis rubs against the smooth, cool silk, which clings to his flesh, damp now with precome.

"I'm sorry," Ra's murmers, bending low to press his lips to Tim's ear. "Did you say something?" Tim gasps and jerks his head, moving away from the tickle of Ra's' mustache. It doesn't do him any good, though - Ra's follows the movement of his head, trailing his parted lips across Tim's cheek, up over his forehead and into his hair. "You really do struggle most exquisitely."

Tim opens his mouth to say something scathing, but all that comes out is a moan. That makes Ra's chuckle - a sound he can feel reverberating in his *bones.* Tim bucks up against the sheet, but Ra's' hand flattens over his belly, holding his hips down. His other hand - god, until now, the man has only touched him with *one hand*, and how is it even possible that Tim feels this way - his other hand cups Tim's cheek, turning his face up, and his lips are seized in a kiss that Tim finds himself unable to fight, despite his distaste. It's... really a very gentle kiss, considering - just a brush of parted lips, dry and undemanding. Tim's tongue darts out reflexively, wetting his own lips and brushing Ra's' in the process, and he feels a short, sharp, silent exhalation against his mouth. 

"It's not the drug that makes you want this," Ra's murmers as his mouth moves back down his jaw, into his hair again. Tim struggles against the hand on his stomach, bucks in a vain effort to steer it lower. "Your senses are heightened. Your inhibitions...broken."

Tim squeezes his eyes shut and shakes his head, even as he twists under Ra's' hand.

"But it is not the drug that has made you submit to physical pleasure by my hand. The submission, the desire... these are not manufactured. Every bit of this feeling is coming from within you, drawn out by my hand-"

"No," Tim whispers, feeling dampness at the corners of his eyes. Ra's' nails *scratch* across the tender skin of his belly, just above the base of his cock, and Tim whimpers and feels hot tears run down the sides of his face into his hair, leaving cool trails in their wake.

"Oh yes," Ra's whispers, and licks his cheek.

And then he pulls back. Drags his hand up Tim's stomach to his chest, and then lets go. Stands.

Tim sobs.

"And you will never forget that." Ra's tells him, his voice clear and vicious. "You will never forget this moment, for as long as you live. As long as I *let* you live. Every lover that you lay with, every night you lie alone, you will think of this moment and you will remember how you bit your tongue too keep from calling me back to you." He turns his back and lifts a brocade jacket from the chair beside the bed, slipping it over his broad shoulders as Tim watches helplessly. He is indeed biting his tongue. His lip.

He doesn't believe it - that the drug was not designed to arouse. He won't believe it. He *won't*. But there is no getting around the fact that he hadn't been aroused at all until the moment Ra's had touched him.

"The program rerouting the security feeds from this floor of the building will self-terminate in fourteen minutes. You have until then to sober up enough to free yourself. Or..." He turns and looks back at Tim over his shoulder, and Tim feels like a butterfly pinned under his dark gaze. "You could remain. I'm sure one of your brother's operatives will notice you eventually and report your presence." With that, he straightens the cuffs of his jacket and turns to the door.

Ra's is right about one thing. This moment is going to haunt Tim for the rest of his life. He should be relieved. He should be struggling against his bonds with renewed intensity, frantic to escape before the other man changes his mind, before he's caught like this by Dick and Damian and every security guard in the building.

Tim closes his eyes and takes a breath, and another.  The smell of incense has already begun to fade, but the clarity he sought for earlier is now unwelcome, bitter in his mouth. He can still feel the ghost of hands on his skin, his lips.

Tim knows he's going to hate himself for the rest of his life.  He bites his lip viciously, and as Ra's' hand settles on the doorknob, he hears himself speak, his voice thick and rusty. "Ra's."

The older man stills but doesn't turn. Tim closes his eyes against the sight. He turns his face away and whispers in a voice even he can barely hear.  

"Wait."

END.

(Yes. We did end it there. What, is there some kind of problem? EVIL? US?)

Date: 2010-02-25 05:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ms-duck.livejournal.com
spuh. :O

Wooooow~! <3<3<3 So, so ,so awesome and perfectly sinister. :DDDD

Date: 2010-02-25 05:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
HEEE! [livejournal.com profile] kirax2 said at least twice that you were going to love this. I'm glad she was right!

Date: 2010-02-25 05:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ms-duck.livejournal.com
|D You know me so well~ XD

Date: 2010-02-25 10:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] munnin-odanin.livejournal.com
i'm looking for a word that isn't YUM...failing!

Date: 2010-02-25 01:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
^_____

Date: 2010-02-25 05:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sammage-art.livejournal.com
I. . .I. . .oh my god. Ohmygod. Oh. My. God.

I honestly cannot find the coherency to articulate how thoroughly awesome you both are and how intensely amazing this was. I. . .Seriously, the words are failing. This is. . .Holy crap, this is the most perfect way to start a morning in the office and it's like my birthday extended another day. Holy. God. Ra's is sheer perfection. You both are.

And the cliffhaaaanger. It's. . .I don't know, it's almost perfect the way it is. It is perfect the way it is because the whole thing is about Tim wanting and then by the end of it, I want more and it's just. Seriously. No words. Just awe. Thank you guys so much. <3 This was copious amounts of win. Seriously, Kira? Jessie? Have the internet. It's yours.

Date: 2010-02-25 06:07 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] glymr
*grins* We are so, so glad you like it. ^_^ [livejournal.com profile] iesika started this and I couldn't help but jump in, too. Happy Birthday, hon!

Date: 2010-02-25 07:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
When LJ reminded me your birthday was coming, I thought "shit, what do I do!?"

Almost immediately, I thought of this.

And then it was maybe 1/3 done when I got home from work yesterday and I just wasn't in the porn mood and I whined to Kira a little about how i wanted to finish it but didn't really feel like writing... She volunteered, and wrote the middle, and then I came back in for the end. For the record, she wanted a less ambiguous ending and a more serious title. ^_^; But everything she wrote was so perfect, and she's just such a joy to collaborate with, it was like the whole middle of the story just MAGICALLY APPEARED just he way I wanted it! I told her she could write all my middles from now on...

I'm so glad you like it. ^_^ That was, after all, the whole point. It's sort of a ... niche piece. It doesn't have the broad appeal of, oh, say, Tim/Kon, but it was perfect for *you* so we had to write it. <3

We love you sam!

Date: 2010-02-25 07:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sammage-art.livejournal.com
<3 You both are seriously too awesome for words. I love you both to pieces!

Haha, if I wrote fic, I would commandeer Kira to write all of my middles because damn, everything flowed so well! I forgot how thoroughly in love with this pairing I was and this just rekindled everything! Haha, thanks again. Seriously, the words still fail me.

Date: 2010-02-25 09:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
I'm constantly pleased and amazed by how well and I Kira work together. One of us will start describing something and the other will jump in with more details like we're sharing a brain or other organs. It's wonderful! It makes writing so much more fun for me.

I can't tell you how happy I am that *you're* so happy with this. I got online just now and the first thing Kira said to me was "Sam is so happy!" and then we were both excited about that for a while...

Date: 2010-02-25 08:36 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] glymr
*smiles* I honestly wasn't sure what I was going to do with the ending (though I admittedly probably would have taken it further, since that's how I roll...but I think this is better, actually). It was great, though...I wanted to write something, too, but I wasn't feeling particularly inspired, then iesika showed me this amazing, evocative, half-written piece, and I just couldn't resist saying, "Can I help?" And just when I was starting to get unsure of where to go or what to do next, she came in again and finished it! Collaborating is so much fun!

We love your art so much, hon, and you're such a sweetie. Any time you've got a craving, for something, you just let us know. ^^

Date: 2010-02-25 09:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
I might have gone further, too, if I hadn't been about to fall asleep on myself! XD

You really saved the day, I hope you know.

And yes! Always feel free to ask! Especially if you want to bring LOVELY PICTURES to the party!

Date: 2010-02-25 10:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hyperactivator.livejournal.com
Poor Tim. For him pain is a way of life but to pleasure he has no resistance.

Date: 2010-02-25 10:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
This is a Tim who hasn't been touched enough in a very long time... With everyone dead and he and Dick fighting (and now Kon is back and they've had a hug and a shoulder grasp, but there's still a lot of lost touching to make up for). Ra's is one of two other people who believe Bruce will be back.

This Tim is a lonely, lonely boy.

Date: 2010-02-25 11:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darthbatgirl.livejournal.com
Yes. You two are evil. Wonderfully wonderfully evil.

And Ra's knows Tim to painfully well, to know how this moment would haunt him . . . but I don't think Ra's was expecting Tim to call him back though.

Date: 2010-02-26 02:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
I don't think Ra's is quite as aware of the power of human contact as he ought to be considering his age and wisdom. That's kind of a failing of megalomaniacal sociopaths...

Date: 2010-02-26 03:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-protagonist.livejournal.com
Seriously, you know he probably read, "The Prince" just one too many times.

Date: 2010-02-26 02:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] drake-love.livejournal.com
I love the beginning, how you guys make it clear that he is drugged not only through Tim realizing it but how he is thinking about it and the detail describing how it is affecting him. I really love this pairing, Tim being the emotional wreck that he is and Ra’s being the evil manipulative bastard that he is. Plus, am I the only one who finds it a little bit creepy that Ra’s was whispering sweet nothings into Tim’s ear for more than half of Red Robin. I admit I like a healthy(or unhealthy) serving of angst with my pairings and you guys just spoil me.

And yes, you *are* totally evil for ending it there. <3

Date: 2010-02-26 01:25 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] glymr
The beginning was all iesika; she's really good at that stuff. ^^ And no, you're not the only one that found it creepy! *lols*

We're so glad it worked for you. Hehehe, yes, we are evil. *grins*

Date: 2010-02-26 03:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-protagonist.livejournal.com
I first want to reflect on the restraint I practiced, because I saw this last night and did not read it until right now, because I was doing homework and then I had to work during the day from 9-5 and then I had a chem lab from 6-9 tonight. I practiced an amazing amount of restraint, I think. :)

WORTH THE WAIT, OMG!!!1one!

You two are so seamless! It's crazy; if you hadn't told me/us that someone wrote the middle and another person wrote the beginning and the end, I never would have guessed.

Seriously, you two are so perfect for each other, this fic is like an Oreo cookie; there is a delicious cookie casing with a creamy center. And they compliment each other oh so perfectly.

I'm kind of gone on this pairing; I love it. I'm so into the fascination Ra's has with Tim. It feels like it's been going on for awhile, now. Ra's gave Tim a virus, then he wants Tim's body (hehe) for his resurrection and now the current Red Robin series... Ra's has it bad for Tim. And I think that you all captured just perfectly, that Tim is just needy enough to fall for it. However Ra's comes across.

I love it and I need moar.

I had more to, uh, say, but I need to re-read.

I'm so glad other people share the love of Ra's/Tim.

Date: 2010-02-26 01:23 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] glymr
Ahaha, good for you! You have more restraint than I; I never could have waited that long to read something by one of my favorite authors!

*grins* Good things come to those who wait. ^_^

Can you guess where Jessie left off and I began, and where I left off and she picked it up again? *hint*: it's in the middle of a paragraph in both cases. Of course, there's not entirely fair, because we both added some lines in each others' parts and made suggestions...it really is kind of amazing how we seem to share a...uh...brain sometimes.

We're so glad you like it! It's always fun to write gift fics; they're like the gift that keeps on giving! *grins* And you have a point about Ra's...I hadn't thought about it like that, but he has been pursuing Tim for awhile, hasn't he?

*hugs* Thank you for your comments! We love them. ^_^

Date: 2010-02-26 06:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaadeshka.livejournal.com
Alright. I read it. I've been stalking you two since I first read the runaway fic with Jay and Tim- cuz those two just don't get enough love...from one another. Heh.

And I have to admit it was a good read-though it was rather squickish for me. The flow was seamless, and the characterization was perfect for my personal cannon. That was SO Ra's. Tim, Timmy, Timbo totally needs to get laid or have some of the Titans hold him down and pet him for a few hours so he can get over his "no touchie" issues. There's an image...Heh.

Maybe it's as Te has said "Robins smooth the way." Although... I don't think little D would work in that scenario at all. Dood. I just squicked myself.

Thank you for the lovely read ladies.

Date: 2010-03-01 06:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] glymr
And I have to admit it was a good read-though it was rather squickish for me.

I'd be a little worried if it *wasn't* squickish to some degree, considering the subject matter. ^^; I'm glad it worked for you in spite of that, even if there was a certain amount of discomfort involved (I have stories I feel the same way about).

Tim, Timmy, Timbo totally needs to get laid or have some of the Titans hold him down and pet him for a few hours so he can get over his "no touchie" issues. There's an image...Heh.

A compelling image indeed!

We're so glad you liked it. Thank you for your comments! It's always so flattering to be stalked. ^^

Date: 2010-02-27 04:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyblkrose.livejournal.com
Oh Babygirls, this was just raw and viseral and evocative, especially when Tim calls Ras back at the end. Poor Timmy *petting him on the head* Big Mamma will take all kinds of good care of you and your submissive needs.........
Thank you for sharing this gem Babygirls

Date: 2010-03-01 06:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] glymr
You're so welcome! We're glad you liked it. ^^ Poor Timmy, so messed up...

Date: 2010-05-07 05:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greyandgold.livejournal.com
Holy Jebus this is so good. For some reason so good that I don't even you mind leaving it the way it is. Its perfect.

Date: 2010-05-07 06:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
<3 I'm so glad. We debated and debated about the tease... I'm the one who pushed for that ending, actually. kira likes things to resolve. *makes face*

Date: 2010-05-07 11:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eternal-moonie.livejournal.com
YOU'RE AWESOME!!!

Totally LOVE this!

Date: 2010-05-08 12:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com
Why thank you. <3

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