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Went to the neuro-opthamologist today, who was unable to tell me anything conclusive but had 10 vials of blood drawn for various tests. She was very nice, though, and answered all my questions that could be answered at this point. I went to her on my usual eye-guy's referral, and had to drive waaaay out to the outskirts of town, almost to Scottlandville. The hospital was really neat, though - it's in a rather poor, predominantly black part of town (Baton Rouge has been a predominantly black city for quite some time now, but it's very segregated, and nearly all recent development and expansion projects have been in the more affluent white parts of town). What makes it really cool, though, is that it's a co-op. The hospital is owned by the doctors who work there - who are mostly young black professionals. My doctor, for example, is one of four M.D. sisters who own a stake in the building. The area needed a hospital, and nobody wanted to invest, so the doctors got together and did it themselves. I learned all this from a series of posters and photos in the halls and waiting room, which made for much more interesting reading than the out-of-date Parent magazines. 

Before and after the doctor thing, I was at the bakery boxing hundreds of pies for Thanksgiving. This might have sucked more if they hadn't informed me halfway through the day that I got to pick two of the pies and take them home. Yay for free pie! I got a pumpkin cheesecake (omg so delicious!) for my birthday, too, so I'm making off pretty good. All the goodies will be traveling up to Bastrop (or Rayville, not sure yet, probably depends on my cousin's chemo schedule) for the holiday. I picked a strawberry-cream-cheese and a key lime pie. They are also, apparently, giving us a turkey and a bottle of wine for xmas. This would be more exciting if I ate meat or drank wine.

As for mad urges - aside from my mad urge to play Oblivion again (which I can't really do, because my computer is broken, and the one I get to use doesn't even have the DVD drive required to load the game, let alone the horsepower to play it), I was thinking today about how desperately I would like to write something, and how little time and, apparently, ability I have currently got for such. Everytime I sit down to write something, I go blank, and it's killing me. So I'm going to babble a bit about the story in my head right now in the hopes that this way I can't forget about it by the time I have a moment to myself. Feel free to not read it. It's pure ramble/brainstorm.


ETA: For the love of Pete, eljay, how many times does your crappy spellcheck need to tell me that you don't know what a Lupin is?
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Today was a very interesting day for me. I was filling out a form at work, and very abruptly went blind in my right eye. It came on very quickly, from a few bright spots one minute to almost total blindness in my right eye the next. I completely twigged out, which was almost as weird and threatening as the blindness (I hardly ever panic in weird or dangerous situations, but I was hyperventilating and disoriented and completely not thinking clearly. I wanted to drive myself to the hospital, for example). So I called my mom, bawled into the phone and told her I was blind which made her freak out a bit, but she came and got me and arranged an emergency visit to the eye doc. This was at about 4:20, mind. My doctor had actually gone home already, but he turned around and came back. 

By the time we got to the doctor, I had gotten most of my vision back, except for my peripheral. I didn't have much of a headache, and what I had felt like eyestrain more than anything. Also, I had been crying (from the panic) so my eyes felt weird and tight anyway, but I definitely felt like there was pressure in or behind my right eye. It was mostly as if a very bright light was shining, or had just been shined, into the corner of my right eye. 

Anyway, Doc says it was probably a stroke. They ruled out retinal detachment rather quickly (to my great relief). He thinks the stroke was probably in my eye, rather than in my brain, since nothing else was affected. The other possibility was that it was a rare type of migraine which only affects vision and does not cause any pain, but neither I nor anyone in my family have any history of migraines. Despite being overweight, I have perfectly healthy blood pressure (I'm overweight because I'm massively addicted to carbohydrates, but my fat intake is very limited, being a vegetarian). It's all really very bizarre. 

I seem to be mostly alright, now. I go in for more tests in the morning. My right eye is still dilated, which is rather disorienting, and makes it hard to tell if things are back to normal yet. I sincerely hope there's no lasting damage. That's what the tests are meant to determine. 

And now I'm furious at myself for not having an X icon of one-eyed Subaru. This situation really calls for one. There's a good one I've seen that reads: "It's all fun and games until someone looses an eye; then it's a pairing."

ETA: Forgot to mention perhaps the most surreal part of the whole thing...While we were there, someone was taking pictures of the staff to use in updating the practice's website, and they dragged my mom out of the examining room to be their "patient" in the pictures. And I'm sitting there half (or at least a quarter) blind, waiting for the dilation drops to take effect and telling them "oh yes, you really should take her picture. She's very photogenic" and my mom is all "WTF MY DAUGHTER IS BLIND!"

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