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iesika ([personal profile] iesika) wrote2010-02-21 02:32 pm
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Getting my (fat) butt into gear

After a recent dip into a mood slump that I was terrified was going to turn into another depressive episode (and in true depressive fashion I had convinced myself *was* another major depressive episode) I made up my mind that I needed to get healthier.

A few days ago, I spent too much money on things like *gasp* a scale and *gasp* a food scale, and a few cooking gadgets to make cooking more easy/pleasant/fun (grating carrots and zucchini is more fun when you have a BRAND NEW GRATER, etc, and now OMG I HAVE A MANDOLIN SO EXCITED). I weighed myself for the first time in like a year and set myself some realistic long and short term goals and started keeping track of everything I ate in private journal posts (private because while I'll probably post a few recipes as I go, I doubt anyone *really* wants to hear how many dates went into my salad).

I'd like to say I'm focused more on health and mood improvement than weight, but the first thing I've got to do to improve my health and mood *is* lose some of this weight.

Other than an upset stomach this morning (whether from the diet change or the fact I had milk yesterday I'm not sure) and a distressing tendency to stare over my laptop at the kitchen, come about ten o'clock at night, everything is going very well so far.

Four pounds down, yo. *airpunch* This is rather unscientific, considering it's been only a few days, but whatever, I'm taking what I can get.

[identity profile] kasra-c.livejournal.com 2010-02-22 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
It takes small steps and commitment, but it sounds like you're well on the path. :)

Measuring things out is a great start. I don't diet but I do measure a lot of food portions out very carefully, to the point where I wince when I see people just pour cereal all the way up to the top of a bowl. That's like 2.5 servings! Another trick is to invest in smaller plates/bowls/serving utensils to trick your brain into thinking that because you cleared your plate you got lots of food in the process, even when the plate is half the size of your usual portion. (Baby spoons are nice if you're going to indulge in a treat; they're that much smaller, so you're less likely to bother continuing to eat -- this is an old pregnant woman trick.)

I love you the way you are but you need to love you the way you are. *hugs* Take care and I wish you the best of luck! &hearts

[identity profile] iesika.livejournal.com 2010-02-24 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
It has less to do with me not loving who I am and more to do with the connection between obesity and depression. I'm really fighting the begining of that downward spiral, because once I start sliding, just watch, and I'll disappear for two years again. ^_^; Trying to head it off, this time.

New strategy: Less drugs, more brussels sprouts.