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Haven't posted, written, or been on chat much for the last week or two. I'm kind of brain dead at the moment, for whatever reason, and having a lot of trouble sleeping, besides.

Won't be around this weekend, because it's the family reunion we host every year. Normally I look forward to this *a lot*, as I adore my extended family and we always have lots of fun and great food and I get to tickle tiny people and sit around in rockers on the porch drinking tea and mojitos with my aunts and uncles and cousins.

This year, though... well. My grandmother passed away in March. I'm still pretty much devastated. She was probably my favorite person in the world, and definitely the last person I still expected to love me, unconditionally. Spending the weekend surrounded by her descendants without her holding court from a porch rocker is going to be really hard. What's worse, I anticipate people trying to talk to me about her, or possibly making speeches. I'm too raw for this. It's going to be like rubbing glass into a wound.

Well, that was kind of a downer. This was just supposed to be a post to explain my absence, not to dump all over my flist. Here's hoping I'm feeling more motivated to write, next week.

Date: 2010-06-04 01:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] munnin-odanin.livejournal.com
*glomp* hugs.

Date: 2010-06-04 01:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] faile-neume.livejournal.com
I love you and I miss you *hugs* I hope you are okay, or you wll be okay eventually. Take care my love.

Date: 2010-06-04 02:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] batstalker.livejournal.com
Always thinking of you, hoping you have good luck and restful, healthy, times in the future.

Date: 2010-06-04 05:43 pm (UTC)
ext_27003: (Bat hugs (or let's watch Bruce freak))
From: [identity profile] sans-pertinence.livejournal.com
I haven't been around much either, and I know how life can eat you. You have both my sympathy and my empathy. I hope your weekend is... bearable, since sometimes that's all that's possible. *hugs*

Date: 2010-06-04 11:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] starherd.livejournal.com
*hugs* -_-

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